suffering Alone

i am left here alone to cry all alone to myself .... i dont really know how i can bother ti even listen to myself .... i am starting to hate myself more and more now a days.

i dont know if its because of you or not but it really hurts!
i dont know what i am going through now .... love perhaps ??
i cant seem to forget all the things that have happened ...
yes i was angry ... but not at you .... its cos i was the one who created such a sitiuation
now i feel like shit ....
not being able to see you or hear ur voice makes me go kuku .... hahaha
now i know its time to forget everything .... me and u will never be possible ... at all !!

now i am just too down to write anymore .... running out of tissues soon !! lols

CRYBABY !