WarCraft

my cousin called me and asked me to go to doby ghout to play DOTA with the other guys from church.so i met him at pasir ris interchange and took mrt there ... played till 10:15. left for home.

now i am going crazy.

Mr Lonely

yst day nite was fun ... drinking does not bond us tgt but jusst lets us enjoy each others company
omg was freaking high yst lar ... dun belive that i was not drunk ... ok thats a good way to go ... hahha

well now i can say that i am offically Mr Lonely
cos i have nobody
to go watch twilight with
and that sucks big time .... lols

changing my playlist to all emo songs about being lonely
hahaha
just to add to the dramatic effect you know ....lols
hahahha





Ethan is going CRAZY

Finally done painting

OMG ..... thank god the painting is finally done !
Thanks guys for helping me out today ...
thanks to the girls for the company and making me into ur artwork !! hahaha

ok well things are getting more and more boring in my life when i dun have a phone !
dunno how i have lived for so long without a phone ... hahaha

somethings said are true and somethings done a fake so dont just take them as they are
when someone says smt check it up and if someone does smt try looking for a deeper meaning
or a motive.


LOVE REMINDS YOU OF WHAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL AND WHY HE/SHE LOVES YOU FOR THUS LOVING HIM/HER EVEN MORE.

OMG !

ok i just realised smt ....
my previous post title does not have any link to wad i typed ..
effects of alcohol.

ok well i just finished painting my house. feeling damn tired ....
dunno if i should go meet my friends or just stay at home ??
well see later how lar ... lols

Now my house looks so much better .... hahaha and i am all covered in paint.
will upload the pics taken at chirs place later ....
thats all for now ....

painted my house

hey guys ... now at chris place blogging

kinda high on the wine... still got a bottle of vodka left !
dunno wads gonna happen in the next 1/2 hour so before i KO
i just wanna post this blog ...

all i have to say is tat girl i am missing you alot ....
i really dunno how i have lived all this while without you this whole while ??
alcohol can really make you seem in heaven.
i feel happy

than again i remember tha you are indeed far away from you...
like that princess locked away in the tower .... haha
how am i ever gonna reach you ... are you really lost to me for all eternty ??
i hope not !! love is just a wy to discribe a way of feeling towards a person .
well hats how i feel towards you....

when am i gona see you next ?
i cant wait ... just a longing girl

hahaha sound like i am dreaming already huh ... lols
well take care
fet like typing sometings off my chest and i feel better ...


miss you too much to express in words....
you will know soon i guess ...

The reason why

hey guys finally back.
well today i finally understood what
the bigger reason for me just sitting
and drinking in clubs is.

well everytime i drink i think of you.
and i dun see myself with you and just gets depressing
my glass is my company and my friends just add to the effect.

when i am scared i think of the times we spent and i feel safe
when there is something to overcome, i think of you
and i push myself to achive.

In simpler terms you are my reason to live and succeed in my life
Girl i will never know when you will realise this but i do hope that some day you will
my heart still lingers for your LOVE
my hand waits for your touch
and my mind spends its days just thinking of you

malaysia and sentosa and pasir ris park ???

Wow .... friday night went to malaysia again
had supper again. coming back was a little jam lar
reached home around 4am and i could not sleep,
watched movies online and stayed up all the way.
Raj called me around 830 am and asked wad was the plans
He came over to my place around 930.

Met iman and went to elias mall and met wan and chris there
after that chris drove us to sentosa. and we were there till 730pm
came back home around 930pm had A&W for dinner and met the guys again
went to collect the bottles and proceeded to pasir ris park.Met ash and the others.
drank 3 bottles and came home around 710 am..


Friday i woke up at 5pm and i am gonna sleep on sunday 730am.
total hours awake = 34 hours

LOLS ... hahaha

ok well gonna sleep now so maybe later might blogg again lar .
good night ...

malaysia anyone ??

hey guys .....
been awhike since my last post

well today was fun. woke up around 3:30
meet satha hyqel and raj ard 4:00
went to elias mall had lunch and went for a walk ard pasir ris park
met chris and slacked.
came home around 7:30 for dinner and followed my parents to the pasar malam'
bought takoyaki balls !!!! i love it man !!!
met the guys back at st 52 .
chris wanted to go to johor so well all went home got our passports and left.
had supper and bought ciggs and bubble gum !!
came back around 3:00 AM and slacked for an hour.

well gonna sleep now .... so good nites


miss my baby
when will i see you again my love ?

deep suffering running thru my vains
as cold as ice
as pain as thorns
and as lethel as a bomb
ITS THE END OF ME

The weeks going fine ...
cant really remember wad i did though ..... i think i am really having STM
LOLS .... !! hahaha

yst met nesh as he booked up from camp. Went drinking with ash nesh iman raj and a few more people.
nice time .... really enjoyed time spent with brothers ..... hahaha
came home at 740 am .... made breakfast and wanted to blog but everyine in the house started to wake up. since my cousins were staying over at my place my dad asked me to go buy breakfast for them.
walked to elias mall and came home and knocked out untill 3pm.
lols .... well its kinda fun being able to handle my alcohol and also seeing the sun rise
hahahahahaha


well i got alot of things to do for my aunts birthday party so will be stopping here .... hahaha

BBQ

the last minute bbq turned out welll ... the only thing was that i was not thast good of a host to my friends. i wish that i could have done better !!!

after that when to pasir ris park and met ash and the other guys. drank somemore.
whent for a walk with fizal and had a FUN time ... for those ppl that know wad happened lar ... haha .....


well everything is ok .... so till next time ..
GOOD NIGHT
gonna sleep now ... haahaha
sweet dreams !


ETHAN

I wanna be in love

When you look at me i start to blush
and all that i can say is you and us
oh baby im so afraid to be in love
with you,
with you...

i wanna be in love with only you
i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you
just you

when stars are falling dark
will light the way
will hit the ground and fall
into the shade
ill light the night with fire
and run away (with you)
with you

i wanna be in love with only you
i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you

i wanna be in love with you
i wanna be in love (i wanna be in love)
i wanna be in love with you
i wanna be in love (i wanna be in love)

i wanna be in love with you...i wanna be in love with only you

i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you

just you
i wanna be
just you yeah

Gay Clubs And Malay Wedding

on Friday went to city plaza for a drink. after that proceeded to another club near boat quay and stayed there for like 10 mins and than the whole group of us left to another club. Taboo, its a gay club but damn the girls were hot ...!! haha
i am not gay alright ...!! haha

after the club closed chris drove us to eat dim sum. Proceeded home after supper.

saturday was a bore ! woke up at 2pm and left to church ard 3pm
after church went for depavali visiting.
came home and met iman and chris.

sunday was tiring !
did not go to church !
got ready for a malay wedding and left home ard 2pm
left the wedding ard 330pm and came back home.
helped my dad to wash car and met satha to take down some notes for tmls paper.

well no ones online now .... getting bored ....

Happy depavali

hey guys

Today started rather early haha actually kinda usual for depavali
When to JURONG to my dads friends place for breakfast.
After that went to upper thompson to another family friends place.
Came back to pasir ris after that and proceeded to satha's place.
Slacked untill 4 and left to nesh's place and had a good lunch/dinner there
Started drinking wine till 830 pm and sent nesh to interchange cos he was going back to camp.
After that slacked at pasir ris till 11 and left for home.

well thats abt my day.

so till next time i feel like blogging .......

Ethan

In life many things never always happen your way. In fact they always tend to happen the opposite way.

you expect it to happen this way and it happens that way.
sometimes it does not hurt and most of the time it always hurts,bad

well i guess for me in once again time to pick up my shoes and start walking again
cos i know there aint space for me in your life. It would be the best thing for me to do now
well than again why am i so stupid to make this kind of dissions with my heart and not my mind.
thinking about it would have surely saved me a huge heart ach but its too late now

Falling for you was the best thing that happened to me and finding out that there was another guy interested in you was like a granade without the pin in my hand. hahaha

I am really going after fools gold. haha what was i ever thinking.
And agian back to square one.

super stress week

hey guys if you have noticed i am actually blogging at a rate of 1 week once.
haha

dunno why this is so but ya ...!!

well this week had a few papers i think i did alrigth.
friday left to malaysia for a short holiday cum business trip with my parents
well everything went on alright i guess. went bowling and clubbing there

nth really fun though. spent most of sunday afternoon sleeping and oh ya

i forgot another thing.
I dyed my hair. its red now ... haha cool
my younger bro looks worse. he bleached is hair and now he looks like a golden monkey
hahaha
well that was his nick name when he was much younger... hairy little boy running around
thats how he got his name.

well that would be all for now

Gods Mercy

hey guys .... i am back to blogging again ! after 2 weeks !
haha

well on tuesday i went down to TRAFFIC POLICE HQ for my interview
(for those peple that dont know, its cos i met in an accident and i had no license while riding)
So ya, as u can se from the tittle of this post, GOD'S MERCY, something that i did not deserve was givin to me.

As i was saying when i went for my interview, my IO said that i will be charged for both cases
at once.That means that it would be counted as my first offence, so i dun have to go to jail if i can pay the fine !

OMG damn happy lar ....!!!

Wednesday morning was kinda stupid lar. I tot that i start work at 6am so i woke up at 5 and took my shower and got ready for the cab to pick me up. 5:30 came but no call, 6:00 came still no call. Got really sleepy and fell asleep and woke up at 7am. rushed down to work lar. go there check the roster and guess wad ? i start work at 7am lar ! lols

after work met the guys at the chalet and helped to start the fire and stuff. ASH was the DJ/BIRTHDAY BOY. He is damn good ! made everyone enjoy the night.

Around 630pm recived a call from dad. he asked my wheres the bike, i told him i dunno, should be in the carpark wad.OK i will cut to the point, MY BIKE WAS STOLEN ! omg !!!

well thats all for now !
gonna sleep now !!
sweet dreams

happy birthday MUM

Today was my mums birthday ...!!!

Woke up like super early, cos i was forced to help my cousin
to help paint his new house.
reached his house at 8 am sharp and everyone was still sleeping ...!!!
LOLS
So i being tired also slept. Woke up ard 11 am and went for breakfast.
Proceeded to the new house to start painting.

left ard 6 pm, headed home to wash up for mums birthday dinner.
After dinner met the guys at city plaza. clubbed the nite away.
(FYI)- i did not drink much so i was not even high.
can count the number of glasses i drank with one hand ...!!!(5)

haha.
After the club closed we proceeded back to pasir ris
and here i am posting abt my day !

gonna sleep now
take cares
ETHAN
FAMILY & FRIENDS ARE LOVED

When a person is on your mind

When will the day be that i could hold your hand and
let you know that i am here to stay.

When will the day be that i could hold you in my arms and
tell you that i will never leave.

When will the day be that i could wipe away your tears and
remind you of the phrase, till death do us apart.

Babe when will be the day that we will be just you and me ?
cause you know just how much you mean to me !

i slept almost half the day ....!!! so nth much to blog abt lar ...!! boring person's life !!!
if i could only die of boredom i would but the most that it can only do is torture me ...!!!


lols ... end my pain !! give me smt to do!!

drew smt damn nice sia ...!! will post the pic of it tml ..!!!
i am sure alot of ppl will like it ...!!! haha


thats all!!!

Hold me in your arms,
Never let me go,
I wanna spend eternity with you

I stand before you girl and give you all i have,
Your love is all i need, girl you'r all i need
My life belongs to you,
You gave your life for me,
Your love is all i need, girl you'r all i need

Hold me in your arms,
Never let me go,
I wanna spend eternity with you
And now that ur near,
Everything is different, everything so different
And girl i know i am not the same, my life you've changed
I wanna be with you, i wanna be with youi

I see you always, and being in your presence is great !


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Today was rather surprising and unexpected ...!!! haha

I was on my way to school and was at pasir ris mrt station, I wanted to buy a pack of ciggs
but was short of 30 cents. Than i saw a friend that i dont quite really know so i tot of trying my luck on getting that 30 cents. when i went up to him, he was talking to an uncle. The uncle introduced himself and starting talking to me than he asked us to go to macs for coffee, since i had time to spare i went. After sitting at the table, he asked me if i was going to eat and i said no.
The uncle than asked me if i had money, i replied NO. He than took out his wallet and out came $50 and he gave it to me ...!! lols !!! random stranger giving me money !! lols !!

than i met xiao wei at the mrt station and she was doing a donation drive and asked me to donate so i did ...!! so kind of me, i know !! haha (for ppl that know me i wont donate one)

than i came back home and did alot of house chores, cleared alot of clothes and sent them to salvation army.

Got ready and went to meet henrietta and shaun. went to tm and watched a movie
quite nice lar ... very touching .... wad real love can do to a person ....!!

haha than on the way home something unexpected happened again, i met venassa on the bus.
In sec sch we hardly talked and well did not know each other well at all ....!! but guess wad
i the bus she smile when she saw me and we started talking .... well dont get the wrong idea ok i am not interested in her or anything but it was a very plesent conversation.

well after that met the guys and played cards awhile and me and leon left... his staying over at my place tonite ... haha cool rite !!
haha

well thats about it.


hann we did not take any pics today !!! lols !! sad !

I remember, wasn't so long ago We had a one room shack and the livin' was low

And my mama by herself raised me and my bro Wasn't easy, but we did it with the little that go

Worked hard got us off to school every dayAnd kept her eyes on the stars when the skies were gray

Gave us pride to survive, really showed us the wayNow I really understood what she was tryin' to say

She said, "Son there'll be times when the tides are high
And the boat may be rocky, you can cry
Just never give up

You can never give up," uh-uh
In this life you could lead if you only believe
And in order to achieve what you need
You can never give up
You can never give up


And this hope
That keep me holding on
On and on

And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on


Boom-boom, couldn't have made it alone
I got a wonderful life, two kids on my own
With a strong foundation that was carved in stone
And my mama for the love that made my house a home
Made me wonder some time if this was meant to be
All this for a humble little guy like me
And all I ever really wanted was a family
To teach my kids the same value that she gave to me

She said, Son there'll be times when the tides are high
And the boat may be rocky, you can cry
Just never give up
You can never give up,
uh-uh

In this life you could lead if you only believe
And in order to achieve what you need
You can never give up
You can never give up

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

We nah turn no stepper, things a go better
Never let yourself be overcome by pressure
Cool yah me Bredda
Have faith insteada
Sit down an watch em all a fight one another
Blaze like fire- nah go retire

God nah sleep and a him an inspire
We fa reach higher
A that him require
Haffa mek a mark before a time expire

And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

There's hope, yeah
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, uh
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, uh
And it strikes an iron, uh
Hope keeps it alive, yeah, yeah
Hope keeps it alive, yeah
Only the strong survive, yeah
Keep it carry on, keep it carry on, yeah
Uh-uhI'll keep it carry on, yeah
I gotta carry on, gotta carry on and be strong
Uh-uh-uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh-uh


And this hope
That keep me holding on
And on
And this hope
That makes me carry on
On and on

Funny day !!!

Haha stupid problem !!!

Fun time with henrietta as usual !!!















Feelings of love are just unexplianable
They come and go,
Sometimes staying longer than other times
But still even if it goes, its sure to return someday,

Life is all about waiting for the rite time to do certian things
You just have to wait and cease that oppotuinity when it comes
And never let it go, cos it only comes once and never comes again
You only have one shot one moment so get hold of it and never let it go


Love is not life but life is all about love.
Make the best out of it and while it last
Enjoy every second spent with that person and treasure him/her
Take the opportunity to make that person feel and know that they are special



Being love sick is just an excuess to meet up with the person you are in love with
So when a person says that he/she is love sick what he/she really means that they miss you
They wanna see you,hold your hands and want you to know that you are thier world
They wanna know that they are also missed.
They wanna see that look in your eyes that says it all.

The more i see you the more i notice how much you have changed
and coming back to your older self, The person who i once liked

The more i see you, The more the feelings of affection and love
i have for you grow.

The more i see you,The more i am falling deeper into love

this is when it gets scary ! cos i do not dare to venture into
unknow teritory. I dont have the guts to go through it as i
might end up losing you completly.

I am a person who takes risk, calculated risk ! If i know there is a
high percentage of me losing something great and important to me i would
rather not take that risk, although everyone is telling me to.

"Just take the risk, If u get u get BIG. If you lose, you only lose time"
thats what i ahve been told but i dont agree.
If my feelings and face is going to be on the line i dont think i am willing
to take that risk.
Or for the sake of LOVE should i ????

woke up like at 1+ i think did not bother to check the time
went to meet henrietta at siglap cos she wanted to collect her certs
after that slacked at temp and i came home ...!!! ya
took tonnes of pics again !!! (becoming a camwhore)
haha!!!

OMG .... today i spent 3/4 of my day traveling.

left my house at 830 and took MRT to school. slept in the train and woke
up at boon lay, so i bounced back to queenstown.

After school this SMALL LITTLE GIRL suggested to us to take bus back home,
so the 3 of us agreed. my goodness the bus went all over singapore, 1 & 1/2 hour bus ride to serangoon bus station. and from there i had to take another bus to tempines. this bus ride lasted for 45 mins. and i had to take the same bus back to pasir ris and that took another 30 mins.

omg ... thats alot of time spent on traveling !!! and i was sleeping throughout all the bus and train rides.... !!!!

surprisingly i studied for an hour today ...!!! yey

MAGIC TRICK

TWISTER !!! she was moving too fast

MELTED HEART

lols this was all the pics i managed to upload ... still got more but blogger got abit of problem... i cannot upload anymore !!! lols ... super pissed off lar ...!!!

hey to this special girl who i hold dearly to me, I want you to stop crying for people that do not deserve your tears. You cry for poor people in china also more worth it ok ...!!!

i can understand if you dont wannna share your problems with me but i know when you are feeling down your emotions always take over you !! well i mean that u cry and tend to do stupid things ...!!! i know you ok ...!! dun say you dont ...!!!

cheer up and be happy and always smile .... i can only make you smile awhile and thats just on the outside still the things inside of you i cant really help ... i wished i could bear all your pain for you, i really wished i could.For you to keep on smiling is all up to you ....!!! you are always being thought about ok ...!!! people do care and love you ok ...!!!